February 2012
18 posts
Unpopular Opinion
I like the new dashboard clickie things.
I have to cut my hair of all the brittle parts. FUCK YOU, MONTH OF NOVEMBER. Two slices of pizza and several emotional imbalances later, my hair became brittle and now it’s resulted into this disgusting piece of whatever that feels like pubes…on the two longest layers.
On the other hand the shortest is the healthiest, but it’s mid-neck length. High school has come back to haunt...
I see all these pictures of beautiful clothes and beautiful styling and then I think,
“Well, damn. It’s too hot here to do any of that.”
So I sulk off and wear my t-shirts and my shorts and ride off into the sunset.
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Post-Valentines Bitter Chocolates
I feel something akin to my “forever alone” days— days when I would silently weep inside during Happy Hearts Day and curse all the couples under my breath while trying too hard to be nonchalant about the whole affair.
Bitter would be the word that I’m looking for, I think.
It’s no surprise that this day filled with roses, chocolates, and awesome discounts on...
After years of caring too much about my grades, I don’t care enough any more. I need to find that delicate balance between over-exerting and under achieving.
I had a dream George Harrison found me at a hotel where I was performing in a troupe. It was a very elaborate number a la Cirque de Soleil with the atmosphere of Moulin Rouge and had this East meets West theme that made me squint every time there was a flash of gold.
Finally I finished and Harrison comes up to me and says, “Your thighs were showing.”
To which I reply,...
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Fuck.
I can deal with earthquakes. Hell, Angelenos can sleep through them and wake up never knowing they happened. We kind of just stand around there and see if it’ll get any stronger.
I can’t deal with tsunamis, though, and panicked evacuations and running amok on the streets. And wondering what in the hell Tsunami Level 2 means.
My nerves are shot and I’m glad there’s no...
Wanderlust - The Delays
Cus I love steel drums.
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I remember the big rigs sitting in the dark with their engines running. I remember country and western music playing on the jukebox in bars where the faces never change and the loneliness one can find at the bottom of an empty pint glass. I remember the sky getting pink in the hills at dusk,…
Behold! The person to the left right (lol, way to fuck up, Allyson. I still don’t know the difference between left and right!) is the person I love! And it’s sad that we don’t have very many decent pictures together. Sure, I could go on facebook and search for one, but I’m lazy (and he knows it and he loves me still! Cool!). While six months isn’t anything compared...
January 2012
34 posts
I can’t come to terms with the person I was with the person I’m becoming. So I’m floating in the middle like a cork in the middle of the salty, blue ocean while crying lighting.
I should be studying.
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D:
We’re to blame for own isolation.
Cell signal makes me nervous.
So do midterms and humans parading as animated characters (a jibe to cosplayers or Mickey Mouse at Disneyland? You decide).
And hot weather makes me irritable.
I can’t wear half of the clothes I own.
I give up.
Alex Turner, why you so cool?
Nonsensical.
I don’t care because I’m tired of the clothes in my closet and the calluses on my feet.
...
Crushes
Jay Baruchel
and
Every single member of the Arctic Monkeys.
Also, I haven’t put my hair in a ponytail for years for no particular reason. I can feel the winds of change!
This window has been open for three consecutive days.
I’m not satisfied.
Despite years of practice, I'm still HORRIBLE at...
I think it’s the finality of it that makes me nervous. The one sentence that explains your essay. I honestly think it makes no sense. Then again, I can’t make any good ones.
Things I Ought To Do
Pick a shirt to wear instead of hanging around half naked on tumblr. But I suppose that’s what everyone does on tumblr.
Feeling hopelessly homesick. I hope I dream of the...
News
Bookmarking on google chrome is highly useful. I’ve CNN now! It’s magical because I’m a click away from a reliable (according to most) news source!
Downloaded ass tons of music. Awesome.
I can’t stop chewing my gums.
I need a bookshelf.
Meow.
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I’ve spent the last hour and half...
Sometimes the best thing to do is to step down.
For my own sanity. For other people.
I realize that capability doesn’t always produce the best results.
:( So many written posts, but
WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME ALL THE TIME?
iheartradio
i heart you. i heart you so much it hearts. punnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnyyy
If there's a lesson
I’d have to share with anyone who writes, it would be this:
No one gives a damn about your metaphors or your deep insights or your cheap life lessons if no one can understand what you’re saying in the first place. Their patience will run thin before they can even finish because you’ve compared your heart to the ocean for the nth time and purple prose isn’t a lovely shade...
Shiatsu With Acupressure
Two times in a row. I greatly underestimated the amount of energy that would be taken from me.
At least I can say with confidence, that I will do mediocre tomorrow…
Blah, I’m due for a long nap.
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Dumot
The book itself is beautiful. Aesthetically appealing and all that shit. Modern graphic design with Filipino twists. An alluring cover with, from what I can see from my peripherals, what look like sea monsters. Or spaghetti.
And it has stickers. Nothing can go wrong when a book gives you free stickers (somewhat. I mean, I did pay for it). Except deciding where those stickers should go before they...
Study mode.
Then sudden sinus headache. I thought I was finally starting to feel better.
Any way, in a totally unrelated topic, my friendboyfriend gave me this plant. Sounds pretty weird at first seeing as how I’m gifted with an incredible talent to kill plants at a mere touch. But I was told to open it and out come tiny seeds with hearts on them. The hearts are naturally there! This paragraph is shit....
70s →
I love Debbie Harry with an unbridled passion.
“Love makes the world go around, but love also makes it a square.”
– Mommy dearest(: (via andreetaryn)
sneezing/teary eyes/temperature
Balyage? →
On the list of things to do before January ends. Like subtle ombre, so it’s acceptable for nursing. Fuck yeah.
